hey my love,

 

I guess you are going away from me for good

this time- our time has come to part

played well- our parts

acted out, looked out and cared

but now its no longer there

 

I wish u nothing but the best

more than I could even wish for

more than I could ever imagine

the same way you blessed me

the same way you held me

the same way you protected me

everything remains unforgotten

I am too weak to hold

too strong to let go

a battle not won

but a love is lost




-momo-

Missing me

I stand in the midst of a life party

Where there is nothing but noise of laughter and joy

Cheering and shouting

Love and hugs

They make laugh

They make me smile

They make me forget my loneliness 

They make me forget you

It's bliss for a moment 

Just to get lost to empty weightless thoughts

To feel free of the burden 

I close my eyes and point upwards to the sky

Where I stand along the crowd

Waiting 

Wishing for you to hold me 

That hands where I felt safe from the world

That love that made me who I am

Those words whispered 

Which made me alive

I miss me

What i used to be

When I was with u

Was it too hard to hold on just a little more? 

To go away too soon?

the sun rises in the morning
and the moon shines at night
creation still exists
there is nobody to stop the cycle of life
no human
as long as I breathe
I am on my way
my own journey called life