there it goes again
the ugly monsters of negativity pride ego insecurity showing their ugly head again in all these things
dont know how to behave normal
i am stupidly insane for what i did and what i want
honestly i dont even care what others think about
but y should i ?
why should i ?
really whats this think about being soooo busy that u dont have time to meet
really
whats this ?
is this how it is..
after endless battle thoughts with myself of giving up
i want to give up
i have to give up
i am myself no more
thats ok
BE KIND TO YOURSELF
you are good
you also are trying
not everything is your fault
switching ur mobile off will not change anything
and neither changing it will
so let go and keep going
dwell but not for too long
its ok
forgive yourself
dont be hard on urself
after all
look at the journey u have made till now
i am sorry my love
i am sorry for imposing
you know it happens
when someone waits
for no one
remember running away
nope
i am not this time.
i am not
