Monday's!!

Why is expecting a Monday so hard?

Why is it so dreaded? 

I mean seriously!

A lot of things does/ can or will happen on a Monday if you stop making it such a big deal

You made it to the new week and many didn't, out of choice or not. 

A coffee or downing shots wont cure that sigh- ing about Monday's 

It will come every week 

Like it always has and been and will be 

So salut!

The Paris tragedy

The change of DP's in support

Most of them not even aware of the meaning

And those that are, suffer unimaginably in the name of religion 

The world suffers 

But no one even nods

A Certain country does

And the whole world mourns

Are we become so selfish 

To mourn according to religion 

Because we feel some deserve it

And many don't?

Is this what our generation is about? 

What do we teach our kids? 

The importance to change DP's by the color of flags or to teach them that a good human or a bad one doesn't require a religion?

Don't judge, don't shame, don't burn people in religion's name

The world is ending anyway

So what more are we keeping an account of?

we have just been waiting and waiting most of my life
waiting to grow up
waiting to start school
waiting for terms to end
waiting for friends
waiting at restaurants
waiting in line
waiting for good things
waiting to finish school
waiting to have a boyfriend
waiting to get a job
waiting to be healed
waiting to get married
and now that I am married
I have been waiting for my husband to get home each night
and am still waiting

Maybe I should've

Sometimes it's really important to shut your mouth even where it's necessary or not.. Cause it does save a lot trauma said and heard, lots of grudges and ill feelings and thoughts. It just creates and unnecessary vicious cycle of I should've or could've. And you know what it's really really not important. We are all out there to justify ourselves and prove our worth. Sometimes silence does that too. Try your best but If you do get stuck in similar situations- just let go, yes- just let go. Of course it's not easy, i mean how could it be? Right? In a year's or less than that time you will be happy and at peace. Maybe and hopefully not regretting anything that should've or could've said.

Thoughts

Remain forever

Times change, people change, feelings change

It leaves only memories I wouldn't know when and u wouldn't know what is the right time and the right decision.

But I have known life goes on

Sometimes it's so painfully etched in your heart that all you can do is nothing- nothing no nothing at all- I can do

Is it over ?

Why do I find you everywhere?

Is it mutual or is it just a sham?

All that little fears about us about u- never existed.

I've loved you like a child a child of my own

I hope u write about me in the air with your fingers like u always did - but with love and beauty.

Maybe our pride and egos do find a way 

We are already oceans apart, miles and miles away. 

But you are still here.

Nanuji.