Remain forever

Times change, people change, feelings change

It leaves only memories I wouldn't know when and u wouldn't know what is the right time and the right decision.

But I have known life goes on

Sometimes it's so painfully etched in your heart that all you can do is nothing- nothing no nothing at all- I can do

Is it over ?

Why do I find you everywhere?

Is it mutual or is it just a sham?

All that little fears about us about u- never existed.

I've loved you like a child a child of my own

I hope u write about me in the air with your fingers like u always did - but with love and beauty.

Maybe our pride and egos do find a way 

We are already oceans apart, miles and miles away. 

But you are still here.

Nanuji.

Pause

It's ok

It's still me

Pause- take a deep breath

As long as u can- inhale

As hard as u can- exhale

Every bit that's bothering, tormenting and nagging you

Open your eyes and see around

Hear the nature 

Listen- 

It's still there

Waiting to be experienced 

Waiting to be acknowledged

And waiting for you to come and loose yourself in their presence.

Live xoxo

Breaking free

Have you ever had to make a decesion alone because you never wanted to share it with anybody or needed their opinion or because you didn't want to hear what they said about your dream. 

Not another excuse? 

Has it been easy or something you always wanted to do?

That sense of freedom, 

that taste of individuality, 

that responsibility, 

that fear, 

that moment.

Scary isn't it!?

But yet so confident.

And you know it's yours for the taking. 

That fleeting moment,

That skipped heartbeat

That nervous smile

That determined mind

 

Which makes the "YOU" unshakeable against them.

Keep dreaming xoxo

Is it over already?!!

It's 5th December today.. Really!? Damn! Where has the days gone, the months? 4 more months to be another year older.

I can't believe I have started to hear people say I'll see u next year instead of saying I'll see you in a month. 

No way! Frazzled honestly. 

But looking at the bright side look how many of us are entering into another new year while many didn't make it. 

Did I do anything different? Did I make memories? Did I brighten someone along the way? Did I learn anything? Am I different person? 

A humble YES! I tried, I failed, I learned, i succeeded and am still on the way.

The road that is not paved is not an easy one, just when u think you have seen and experienced it all. There is another coming along the way! 

But hey! Who's complaining? 

I am living and I am experiencing.

Have a good journey all along xoxo

What does it take?

what does it take? to fly so high
what does it take to feel safe with someone
to be assured that all is ok.
someone to come home to
waiting body of a warm soul

what does it take for someone to love me
love me without limitations
someone to hold me when I have my bad days
for someone to just be beside me

with whom I can run to when the world is chasing me
yes I have a heart 
a heart that beats
and a heart that breaks
and a heart that breaths too


 

Dream

today i dreamt about you

a beautiful dream

that just happened

a dream where we both played

played like no ill between us

played like we crossed the boundaries

meeting after long

the way we touched

our skin drenced into eachothers

like the rain filling the dry ground

it felt good

it felt good to have you

not in real

but atleast in my dream

u were much closer

like i breathe

your smile

oh! so beautiful

your eyes

i cant yet find words for it

it was beautiful

the way we laughed out hearts out

it was beautiful the way we were

something thats very rare

xoxo

Forget- me not