Ugly

there it goes again

the ugly monsters of negativity pride ego insecurity showing their ugly head again in all these things

dont know how to behave normal

i am stupidly insane for what i did and what i want

honestly i dont even care what others think about

but y should i ?

why should i ?

really whats this think about being soooo busy that u dont have time to meet

really

whats this ?

is this how it is..

after endless battle thoughts with myself of giving up

i want to give up

i have to give up

i am myself no more

thats ok

BE KIND TO YOURSELF

you are good

you also are trying

not everything is your fault

switching ur mobile off will not change anything

and neither changing it will

so let go and keep going

 

 

dwell but not for too long

its ok

forgive yourself

dont be hard on urself

after all

look at the journey u have made till now

 

i am sorry my love

i am sorry for imposing

you know it happens

when someone waits

for no one

 

 

remember running away

nope

i am not this time.

i am not